My School Choir Team

I miss choir so much! I did shed a tear when I listen back to the video. *sob*

Enjoy the video! With love. Jill.

Im fed up with college

Hello dearest readers. How are you? Hope everyone's in the pink of health.

I guess you guys are wondering about my post title huh? Well, to start of with my story, let me just tell you guys about my day. So, today. Ehh actually yesterday morning cause its 3am in the morning now. Okay so yesterday I had my ETR paper and it was so damn difficult. Everyone was going out early and I was among the people who still struggled to finish my paper. Anyhow, enough about exams cause I know everybody is complaining and telling bout their papers too so I wouldn't want all my beloved readers to get bored on me.

So, after finishing my paper, my friend, Mira texted me saying that the name list for college is out so I was hoping that my name was in it even though I've made up my mind to rent a house next semester. Before I arrived at Gading to check my name, Mira texted me again and told that my name wasn't in the list. But I was on my way there so I just continue walking to Gading. When I arrived, everyone was mobbing the name list on the bulletin board. I pushed my way into the crowd and got to the list. I shortcut through the capital S and quickly run my finger through all the names and true enough that my name hasn't been listed. A little bit disappointing but what the heck anyway. I'm still not gonna change my mind now. This time I seriously wanna rent a house or maybe for budget purpose, a room. 

Honestly, I'm so fed up with the UiTM's college management. Why in the hell would they send all those from Serapi to Gading anyway? It's really frustrating for us, the student who are not from this area [Sarawak]. That's when I decided to moved away from the campus area. At first, there were few friends agreeing to rent a house together but in the end they just bailed out so my only hope was Mira which she directly agree and I was happy again. I know I can trust her. So today during noon, we're gonna meet the renter and check out the place. I hope I'm satisfy with the place cause I'm a little bit concern on hygienic issues. I promise I'm gonna post some pictures here soon after we see the place.

I hope the place would be something like this :)

Okay readers. Thats all for now. I'm sleepy now. *yawning*

Good morning!

With love. Jill. 

Welcome!

Hello dearest readers :)

Today is Easter Day and I just wanna wish all my Catholics readers a Blessed Easter Day.

Anyway, I wanna share something excited to you all. Since this week was the last week for us, Catholics for having out Lent season, there's some good news happened to my cousins [actually pangkat aunty and uncles but I prefer calling cousins]. They are the trio siblings Wanda (20), Wilber (18) and O'neil (15). Actually they had just been officially baptist as Catholics. I'm so proud and i wanna say Congratulations to them. They took the three Holy Sacrament at once. Meaning Baptism, Holy Communion and Confirmation together. This is because they were not born with in a Catholic religion. Fyi, their dad is a Catholics but mum's a SDA so they followed mum's side from when they were a child until they've grown of understanding to choose their own religion. So, for them choosing to follow 98 percent of the family members to join into the House of Jesus is a big blessings to our big family. So, again, Congrats my dearest cousins. May you have a great start of life as a Catholics. God bless. Amen.

With love. Jill.

Dedicated to Becca, Joan and Mell with love

If you all had read my previous post Random, I've mentioned that I missed my bestfriends badly. So, here they are. Pics of them. Pretty isn't it? Hahaa. For me, those girls are pretty from the outside and most importantly from the inside as well.

Let me start by introducing them first. As you can see above, the first pic is me. Yeah. I know syok sendiri kan? Hahaa. And then followed by Becca, Joan and Mell. I wanna reminisce all our memories here, yes right now, in this post. Hahaa.

BECCA
1# I knew her when she first moved to St. Michael during form three. She was a new student so being all welcoming to her, me, Mell, Joan and Bridget got up to her and was full of question marks asking her name, where's she from and etc. Not long after that, we became bestfriends :)
2# During form three, me and Becca got into a fight with each other. We have a little misunderstanding of some task for class. [not gonna mention it here cause it's censored] but when i found out "the thing", I cried cause I was thinking how could she "called" me that. The next day, I was still sad and angry at the same time so didn't talk to her at all. Little did i know she bought me an apology present and I can't hold my smile back. So, at last I smiled and she's forgiven. I still have her present until now even though it's been five years.
3# Gossiping is what she's good at. Hahaa. I'm kidding. But when I'm with Becca, topic of boys can't be left out at all. We like boys and we love talking about them. Who wouldn't?
4# I had the greatest fun ever hanging out with her and a few friends! When we were in high school, we used to go to KK almost every weeks. Shopping is what we do best.
5# She's a great listener. Tell her anything nonsense or stupid but she'll listen everything. 
6# A great advisor as well. She's gonna lecture you like your mum used to do. Believe me, your ears will be "cleaned" after listening to her advise or lectures. Hahaa. 
7# A great lover for pink. I don't know about now but during school, she was the Pink princess while I was the Blue princess. We had our bags, files, water bottle, pencil case and etc in Pink and Blue. 
8# A hard core laughter. Hahaa. She laugh a lot and loud too! OMG. It's been ages since I heard that laugh. I missed it! :(
9# Very very bright young lady. Currently taking her Degree in UNIMAS. I envy her. But no matter what, I'll support her success anytime, anywhere and anyhow.
10# She loves KFC! Snack plate is her favorites. *Bika, nanti I blanja you makan kfc di donggongon k* Hahaa.

JOAN

1# She's a cry baby. Not in the bad way of cause. She can easily shed a tear even for the smallest to the biggest things happened. Awww. 

2# She's very matured. Matured as in her attitudes is like a grown woman. But then she's still fun to be with. No doubt at all. 

3# We were destined to be friends during form two. Since then, she's been my loyal company even after moving to Teknik Keningau after PMR. 

4# The biggest fight we had was when I lied to her about something something. I didn't mean to but I was forced to because its some serious matter. *sob sob*

5# We were in our school choir team together. Singing is our passions. 

6# I remembered when we used to crash to her house after school. We were doing our PMR projects at her place. I missed going there.

7# A very soft spoken girl.  When she speaks, it's like too "ayu". Hahaa. She's doesn't easily explodes in front of people.

8# Cute and tiny in person. Hahaa. She's small for her size but thats what makes her cute + her chubby face and all. 

9# She's always gonna be there when you need her. She won't ditch you for anything. She'll do anything to put a smile back on your face. She'll go through the hard time with you if possible.

10# Doesn't afraid of any challenge. She's gone through worst time so thats an advantage for herself which makes her more stronger than before. 

MELL

1# My bestfriend since form one which I first thought that she was arrogant but in the end, I fell for her. She's super duper niceeee!

2# I NEVER had a quarrel with her. Not even once! That's super bad-ass! Hahaa. I know its impossible but we made it through.

3# She's super fair for a Kadazan girl and she's not even Chinese. Hahaa. 

4# A very shy person. Not easy to let her open up secrets to you. Sometimes, I tried but there's still no word that can pursue her.

5# Soon-to-be teacher. Currently studying in Perlis.

6# Most memorable event with her is when we went to watch Akademi Fantasia concert in KDCA. Hahaaa.

7# Super gorgeous and has so many admires. *I'm so jealous* Hahahaa!

8# Have always been a good listener. I can share anything with her regardless its a silly thing.

For me, these girls are very precious. Precious as a diamond. They never betrayed me and so do I. I will never betray them for anything. Even if you don't know who you are anymore but they'll know you for who you truly are from the inside. I'm certain that they will never give up on me even though I'm weak or poor or insane. They'll always be in my heart for the rest of my life. Who knows, one day when i get married, they'll be the one standing behind me when i say my vows. I'm sure gonna make them my Maid of Honour and bridesmaid. A picture holds all the memory we lost and I wanna share my new life with them beside me.  *Waaaa. I'm thinking about marriage already???* Hahaa.

Anyway, thanks to my dearest Becca, Joan and Mell, I can still believe that I have real friends even though I have ups and downs with my current friends here. I know they love me and I love them too. Missing them 24/7. Can't wait to make plans with my girls soon. And have fun! Muahhh :*

Love you girls lots!

With love. Jill.

Random

Dearest readers, Hello :)

It's been few days since my last post isn't it? Hahaa. Yeah. You know that i'm the kind that like to blog about random things everyday but these past few days i just skipped my routine as i don't have anything to talk or write about. 

Anyway, today was my first paper and it was Measurement. It wasn't that difficult just now cause i've STUDIED! hahaa. Yeah, that's the magic of studying. If you've done your revision than surely you'll be smiling answering all the way from A-Z. I really hoped i'll pass this paper cause my life depends on it. I gave my very best you know. Failing measurement means no graduation next year. Grr! But there's still paper two tomorrow. Costing. Uhh. Hopefully everything goes well. *finger crossed* I'm gonna hit the books after this entry. 

Random posting incoming. So, my friend is crashing my room until the last day of finals. She's been here for 3 days now. How do i feel? Happy or annoyed? Well, honestly i felt annoyed with her being here. It's not like i don't like her. I do but it's just that she's kindda selfish. For me, a selfish person is annoying. Let me give some examples aight. 

1. We were taking our nap after we finished our paper just now but i slept earlier than her because i was exhausted. Didn't get enough sleep last night. So, the weather was hot today and can you imagine sleeping in a hot day, sweaty right so i put the fan to the highest speed then when she's ready for napping, she slowed down the fan. I automatically got up cause it was so hot and i was sweating like hell. Gawwdd! She's so selfish! I waited for her to fell asleep then got up and changed the speed of the fan. I don't care if you're cold. Ehh hello! It's during a hot day okay. Why would you even felt cold. She wasn't sick neither. Grrr. 

2. For almost two months, since i changed to my old room and was living alone, i was happy all by myself. So, you can guess that of cause i wasn't bothering anyone at all. I was doing my own monkey business. The whole room was mine. I can put all my stuff anywhere i want but fyi, i'm a tidy person so my room was not like a landfills. I occasionally clean my room cause if i don't do it, who would. Then, after she "moved" into my room, all my stuff got scattered around as if this is her room. She's taking half the space i had. I don't like it. She moved all my stuff and i don't have the place like i used to before. She's conquering my room! Eee. 

3. Her phone keeps on beeping! It annoys me!

4. She owe me some money and won't pay back. So today after our paper, we went to tapau at the Pak Cik stall before heading back to college. I purposely brought only RM3 because i know she would borrow money from me and it was true enough. She asked if i had any extra money and i said no. She looks kindda dissapointed but suit you. Sengaja dia kasi tinggal duit dia spaya dapat pinjam duit orang. Whatever! I don't have enough money for myself either la sayang why would you even bother wanna borrow from me. Hmm. Besides, she haven't paid my money back or you just pretending to forget? Some people can't be trusted. They say you're their friend but the only thing they're good is at taking advantage of you. What good does a friend like that brings to you? Better throw away to Bangladesh la if people like this. Shuu shuu.

That's all i wanna say bout her. I hate thinking about it cause she's right in front of me now watching movie in her lappy which is so LOUD. Please la girl, you know what RESPECT is or not? Want me to lend you my dictionary? Kesiann! I know i'm being mean right now but it's true! I'm not the kind of person who makes up bad stories about people kay. This happened for real so i'm complaining it in My Blog!

Lastly, i would "like" to talk bout my other friend(s). Hmm so many friends problem i got here and people says that Love Life is more COMPLICATED! It's a lie. Love is wonderful but friends are getting on my nerves each and everyday. My so-called friend(s) are very disappointing me. Fisrt, they say something and make promises like they got your back but then they ditched you at the last moment where you really need them right at that time. Are these kind of people worthy of being called friends? I wonder. When you're happy, everyone is your friend but when you're in need of a help everyone is against you. What's with that anyway? What's wrong with me? Am i the problem or do you guys have problems too? Hmm. It sadden me just to even think about it. I'M IN A SERIOUS NEED OF A BESTFRIEND NOW! How i missed the old days during schools where i have my bestfriends with me. Joan, Becca, Kika and Mell. I missed them so badly. Feel like crying now. These gals are my love! It's been a while now since i met them cause we're all so busy with work and studies so there seem to be no time at all for hanging out anymore. T____T *sob sob*

I'm gonna end my post here today. Wait, what to put my title oh? [At this moment, i haven't even write a title for this post yet] Hantam la. Okay, to you guys who are having your finals now or soon, i wish you Good Luck and all the bestttt! Chayo chayo! Bye guys. Thanks for reading. 

With love. Jill.

Im missing him ;)

Bebehhhh! I mishh you! :)

Two more weeks and i'm gonna be with you!

I love you bebehhhh!