My School Choir Team

I miss choir so much! I did shed a tear when I listen back to the video. *sob*

Enjoy the video! With love. Jill.

Im fed up with college

Hello dearest readers. How are you? Hope everyone's in the pink of health.

I guess you guys are wondering about my post title huh? Well, to start of with my story, let me just tell you guys about my day. So, today. Ehh actually yesterday morning cause its 3am in the morning now. Okay so yesterday I had my ETR paper and it was so damn difficult. Everyone was going out early and I was among the people who still struggled to finish my paper. Anyhow, enough about exams cause I know everybody is complaining and telling bout their papers too so I wouldn't want all my beloved readers to get bored on me.

So, after finishing my paper, my friend, Mira texted me saying that the name list for college is out so I was hoping that my name was in it even though I've made up my mind to rent a house next semester. Before I arrived at Gading to check my name, Mira texted me again and told that my name wasn't in the list. But I was on my way there so I just continue walking to Gading. When I arrived, everyone was mobbing the name list on the bulletin board. I pushed my way into the crowd and got to the list. I shortcut through the capital S and quickly run my finger through all the names and true enough that my name hasn't been listed. A little bit disappointing but what the heck anyway. I'm still not gonna change my mind now. This time I seriously wanna rent a house or maybe for budget purpose, a room. 

Honestly, I'm so fed up with the UiTM's college management. Why in the hell would they send all those from Serapi to Gading anyway? It's really frustrating for us, the student who are not from this area [Sarawak]. That's when I decided to moved away from the campus area. At first, there were few friends agreeing to rent a house together but in the end they just bailed out so my only hope was Mira which she directly agree and I was happy again. I know I can trust her. So today during noon, we're gonna meet the renter and check out the place. I hope I'm satisfy with the place cause I'm a little bit concern on hygienic issues. I promise I'm gonna post some pictures here soon after we see the place.

I hope the place would be something like this :)

Okay readers. Thats all for now. I'm sleepy now. *yawning*

Good morning!

With love. Jill. 

Dedicated to Becca, Joan and Mell with love

If you all had read my previous post Random, I've mentioned that I missed my bestfriends badly. So, here they are. Pics of them. Pretty isn't it? Hahaa. For me, those girls are pretty from the outside and most importantly from the inside as well.

Let me start by introducing them first. As you can see above, the first pic is me. Yeah. I know syok sendiri kan? Hahaa. And then followed by Becca, Joan and Mell. I wanna reminisce all our memories here, yes right now, in this post. Hahaa.

BECCA
1# I knew her when she first moved to St. Michael during form three. She was a new student so being all welcoming to her, me, Mell, Joan and Bridget got up to her and was full of question marks asking her name, where's she from and etc. Not long after that, we became bestfriends :)
2# During form three, me and Becca got into a fight with each other. We have a little misunderstanding of some task for class. [not gonna mention it here cause it's censored] but when i found out "the thing", I cried cause I was thinking how could she "called" me that. The next day, I was still sad and angry at the same time so didn't talk to her at all. Little did i know she bought me an apology present and I can't hold my smile back. So, at last I smiled and she's forgiven. I still have her present until now even though it's been five years.
3# Gossiping is what she's good at. Hahaa. I'm kidding. But when I'm with Becca, topic of boys can't be left out at all. We like boys and we love talking about them. Who wouldn't?
4# I had the greatest fun ever hanging out with her and a few friends! When we were in high school, we used to go to KK almost every weeks. Shopping is what we do best.
5# She's a great listener. Tell her anything nonsense or stupid but she'll listen everything. 
6# A great advisor as well. She's gonna lecture you like your mum used to do. Believe me, your ears will be "cleaned" after listening to her advise or lectures. Hahaa. 
7# A great lover for pink. I don't know about now but during school, she was the Pink princess while I was the Blue princess. We had our bags, files, water bottle, pencil case and etc in Pink and Blue. 
8# A hard core laughter. Hahaa. She laugh a lot and loud too! OMG. It's been ages since I heard that laugh. I missed it! :(
9# Very very bright young lady. Currently taking her Degree in UNIMAS. I envy her. But no matter what, I'll support her success anytime, anywhere and anyhow.
10# She loves KFC! Snack plate is her favorites. *Bika, nanti I blanja you makan kfc di donggongon k* Hahaa.

JOAN

1# She's a cry baby. Not in the bad way of cause. She can easily shed a tear even for the smallest to the biggest things happened. Awww. 

2# She's very matured. Matured as in her attitudes is like a grown woman. But then she's still fun to be with. No doubt at all. 

3# We were destined to be friends during form two. Since then, she's been my loyal company even after moving to Teknik Keningau after PMR. 

4# The biggest fight we had was when I lied to her about something something. I didn't mean to but I was forced to because its some serious matter. *sob sob*

5# We were in our school choir team together. Singing is our passions. 

6# I remembered when we used to crash to her house after school. We were doing our PMR projects at her place. I missed going there.

7# A very soft spoken girl.  When she speaks, it's like too "ayu". Hahaa. She's doesn't easily explodes in front of people.

8# Cute and tiny in person. Hahaa. She's small for her size but thats what makes her cute + her chubby face and all. 

9# She's always gonna be there when you need her. She won't ditch you for anything. She'll do anything to put a smile back on your face. She'll go through the hard time with you if possible.

10# Doesn't afraid of any challenge. She's gone through worst time so thats an advantage for herself which makes her more stronger than before. 

MELL

1# My bestfriend since form one which I first thought that she was arrogant but in the end, I fell for her. She's super duper niceeee!

2# I NEVER had a quarrel with her. Not even once! That's super bad-ass! Hahaa. I know its impossible but we made it through.

3# She's super fair for a Kadazan girl and she's not even Chinese. Hahaa. 

4# A very shy person. Not easy to let her open up secrets to you. Sometimes, I tried but there's still no word that can pursue her.

5# Soon-to-be teacher. Currently studying in Perlis.

6# Most memorable event with her is when we went to watch Akademi Fantasia concert in KDCA. Hahaaa.

7# Super gorgeous and has so many admires. *I'm so jealous* Hahahaa!

8# Have always been a good listener. I can share anything with her regardless its a silly thing.

For me, these girls are very precious. Precious as a diamond. They never betrayed me and so do I. I will never betray them for anything. Even if you don't know who you are anymore but they'll know you for who you truly are from the inside. I'm certain that they will never give up on me even though I'm weak or poor or insane. They'll always be in my heart for the rest of my life. Who knows, one day when i get married, they'll be the one standing behind me when i say my vows. I'm sure gonna make them my Maid of Honour and bridesmaid. A picture holds all the memory we lost and I wanna share my new life with them beside me.  *Waaaa. I'm thinking about marriage already???* Hahaa.

Anyway, thanks to my dearest Becca, Joan and Mell, I can still believe that I have real friends even though I have ups and downs with my current friends here. I know they love me and I love them too. Missing them 24/7. Can't wait to make plans with my girls soon. And have fun! Muahhh :*

Love you girls lots!

With love. Jill.

Random

Dearest readers, Hello :)

It's been few days since my last post isn't it? Hahaa. Yeah. You know that i'm the kind that like to blog about random things everyday but these past few days i just skipped my routine as i don't have anything to talk or write about. 

Anyway, today was my first paper and it was Measurement. It wasn't that difficult just now cause i've STUDIED! hahaa. Yeah, that's the magic of studying. If you've done your revision than surely you'll be smiling answering all the way from A-Z. I really hoped i'll pass this paper cause my life depends on it. I gave my very best you know. Failing measurement means no graduation next year. Grr! But there's still paper two tomorrow. Costing. Uhh. Hopefully everything goes well. *finger crossed* I'm gonna hit the books after this entry. 

Random posting incoming. So, my friend is crashing my room until the last day of finals. She's been here for 3 days now. How do i feel? Happy or annoyed? Well, honestly i felt annoyed with her being here. It's not like i don't like her. I do but it's just that she's kindda selfish. For me, a selfish person is annoying. Let me give some examples aight. 

1. We were taking our nap after we finished our paper just now but i slept earlier than her because i was exhausted. Didn't get enough sleep last night. So, the weather was hot today and can you imagine sleeping in a hot day, sweaty right so i put the fan to the highest speed then when she's ready for napping, she slowed down the fan. I automatically got up cause it was so hot and i was sweating like hell. Gawwdd! She's so selfish! I waited for her to fell asleep then got up and changed the speed of the fan. I don't care if you're cold. Ehh hello! It's during a hot day okay. Why would you even felt cold. She wasn't sick neither. Grrr. 

2. For almost two months, since i changed to my old room and was living alone, i was happy all by myself. So, you can guess that of cause i wasn't bothering anyone at all. I was doing my own monkey business. The whole room was mine. I can put all my stuff anywhere i want but fyi, i'm a tidy person so my room was not like a landfills. I occasionally clean my room cause if i don't do it, who would. Then, after she "moved" into my room, all my stuff got scattered around as if this is her room. She's taking half the space i had. I don't like it. She moved all my stuff and i don't have the place like i used to before. She's conquering my room! Eee. 

3. Her phone keeps on beeping! It annoys me!

4. She owe me some money and won't pay back. So today after our paper, we went to tapau at the Pak Cik stall before heading back to college. I purposely brought only RM3 because i know she would borrow money from me and it was true enough. She asked if i had any extra money and i said no. She looks kindda dissapointed but suit you. Sengaja dia kasi tinggal duit dia spaya dapat pinjam duit orang. Whatever! I don't have enough money for myself either la sayang why would you even bother wanna borrow from me. Hmm. Besides, she haven't paid my money back or you just pretending to forget? Some people can't be trusted. They say you're their friend but the only thing they're good is at taking advantage of you. What good does a friend like that brings to you? Better throw away to Bangladesh la if people like this. Shuu shuu.

That's all i wanna say bout her. I hate thinking about it cause she's right in front of me now watching movie in her lappy which is so LOUD. Please la girl, you know what RESPECT is or not? Want me to lend you my dictionary? Kesiann! I know i'm being mean right now but it's true! I'm not the kind of person who makes up bad stories about people kay. This happened for real so i'm complaining it in My Blog!

Lastly, i would "like" to talk bout my other friend(s). Hmm so many friends problem i got here and people says that Love Life is more COMPLICATED! It's a lie. Love is wonderful but friends are getting on my nerves each and everyday. My so-called friend(s) are very disappointing me. Fisrt, they say something and make promises like they got your back but then they ditched you at the last moment where you really need them right at that time. Are these kind of people worthy of being called friends? I wonder. When you're happy, everyone is your friend but when you're in need of a help everyone is against you. What's with that anyway? What's wrong with me? Am i the problem or do you guys have problems too? Hmm. It sadden me just to even think about it. I'M IN A SERIOUS NEED OF A BESTFRIEND NOW! How i missed the old days during schools where i have my bestfriends with me. Joan, Becca, Kika and Mell. I missed them so badly. Feel like crying now. These gals are my love! It's been a while now since i met them cause we're all so busy with work and studies so there seem to be no time at all for hanging out anymore. T____T *sob sob*

I'm gonna end my post here today. Wait, what to put my title oh? [At this moment, i haven't even write a title for this post yet] Hantam la. Okay, to you guys who are having your finals now or soon, i wish you Good Luck and all the bestttt! Chayo chayo! Bye guys. Thanks for reading. 

With love. Jill.

Happy birthday sandra

Hello readers :)

Ba, my last post (Semester 4 is over!) i did mention about going to celebrate my dearest friend, Sandra's birthday today. Ada jugak tu i said about to be continued about mau siram dia guna air telur + air sabun + etc kan tapi alaa tidak jadi pula tu tau. Sayang oh kan. Hahaa. Tiadala kesian nanti si Sandra ba. Babau selama 2 minggu nanti badan dia. Hahaa. So, tadi kami bertiga ni saya, si Ivy sama si Sandra keluar makan pigi celebrate si Sandra punya belated birthday. Time kami mau keluar tu kuat angin ba mendung mendung ni tu langit macam mau hujan tapi tidak la jugak hujan lebat. Nasib nasib. Hujan renyai renyai saja. Kalau jalan pun tidak jugak basah kena tempias saja ba. Hehee. 

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Okay, so kami jalan la pigi di Desa Ilmu tadi around 5pm after class si Sandra suda habis. Kami pilih ni satu restaurant nama dia Resto. Mati mati kami panggil tu nama kedai Bistro sebab ryhms kan sama tu nama original tu kedai so sampai skarang la kami panggil Bistro ja. Hahaa. Sampai saja sana kami ingat belum buka sebab sana dekat entrance dia macam tiada urang tadi tapi skali kami masuk check check ada jugak 3-4 meja ba yang ada customer. Kalau tidak tu kuyak oh. Hahaa. After saya suda order tu, si Ivy signal signal saya mau minta kawan pigi bank dulu kunun tapi memang betul jugak la dia mau pigi bank but else than that dia mau bawa saya pigi beli kek si Sandra ba tu. Pandai dia oh kan. Tidak tau la si Sandra tau ka tidak plan kami time tu atau buat buat tidak tau ja sebab innocent kunun tu muka dia. Hahaa. So turun la saya sama si Ivy pigi beli tu kek dia sana bakery entah pa nama dia tu. We bought her Choco and Vanilla flovoured sponge cake. Later will show the pic below k. Gambar yang di atas tu [#1] time saya sama si Sandra besedia mau menjamu selera tapi before kami dig in, minta tulung dulu sama si Ivy snap gambar saya sama birthday girl. [#2] shows saya punya dinner iaitu Thai sauce fish fillet rice. [#3] pula sweet corn soup yang saya order sebagai side dishes and then [#4] dinner si birthday girl iaitu Sweet and Sour fish rice. Lastly, gambar [#5] ialah minuman yang saya order that is Nescafe ping. Durang dua ekor kawan saya pula order Ice lemon tea. [#6] gambar si Sandra yang tidak sabar mau makan suda. Hehee. Buaaaaa. Mau jugak kestau oh kan tapi tidak apa ba. Syok jugak ni menulis panjang panjang. Hehee.

After finishing our dinner tu kami lepak lepak lagi sana Resto for a while. Kenyang boh gia tu perut. Saya la paling kenyang antara semua sebab si Ivy DIET (hahaa!), si Sandra tukang kasi habis tu sup and saya makan dua piring nasi. Wooooo. Laparrr ba saya tu dari kemarin. Hahaa. Actually kami mau potong tu kek di sana jugak so kami panggil la tu pekeja suru kasi clear meja. Ya ya ya dia bilang tapi satu tahun kami tunggu ni tiada jugak pergerakkan dari durang. Hmm. Burukk ni ba servise durang. Lembab ni. And then kami cadang mau bawa tu kek saja balik pigi kolej makan di bilik saya. Apa lagi trus bayar la then chaww.

Sampai suda di bilik tu, rest rest la dulu kami skejap sebab penat pejalanan balik then si Sandra tidak sabar sabar suda mau putung kek dia. Awal awal lagi dia pigi kasi buka ikatan tu kek. Hahaa excited ba!

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As you all can see pic [#7] and [#8] tu nampak sangat si Sandra besemangat kasi halang tu angin dari kasi padam tu lilin. Hahaa. Memang ketara tidak dapat sabar suda ni. Adeii. Lucu oh dia ni kan. Sabar ba kio birthday girl. Tidak lari tu kek tu :)

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[#9] and [#10] shows Sandra's cake that Ivy bought for her. Cute tu kek kicik ni macam orang dia. Hahaa. Its choco and vanilla flavored sponge cake. HAPPY SWEET 22nd BIRTHDAY SANDRA! :)

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[#11] and [#12] birthday girl holding her cake. Happy suda kama dia tu tidak sabar mau telan tu kek dia tapi oleh kerana kawan kawan dia ni suka sangat mau begambar tepaksa la si Sandra tahan tahan skejap. Hahaa. [#13] pic of me and Sandra. Awww. Saya suka ni gambar oh. CUTE ni saya di sana. Hahaa. PRASAN! [#14] my two best buddy. Yang tu nah la si Ivy tu. Hehee kiut kan pipi dia. Ombon ni. Hahahaa. *main main ba V. Takkan serius* hahaa. [#15] yang ni gambar tiga urang starring sekalian. Cute cute kan semua. Adeii masuk bakul angkat sendiri la apa lagi. Hahaa.

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[#16] si Sandra make a wish sebelum dia tiup lilin. Kuat kuat lagi ba dia cakap dia mau 4 flat. Eii sayang. Mana buli cakap kuat kuat nanti tidak come true la nanti tu. Hahaa. Wish you all the best dear. Buli ba tu kalau kau mau 4 flat! Aja aja fighting! [#17] waaaa ready suda si amoi ni mau blow tu candle. 1, 2, 3 GO! [#18] Fuhhh. Jaga tu tempias kena di kek arr. Hahaa. Brabis suda si Sandra meniup tu. Bukan brabis apa, brabis kasi lambat lambat padam tu lilin. Saya mau snap gia the moment. Hehee. [#19] ahhh the happy feeling after blowing the candles. [#20] [#21] [#22] BIRTHDAY GIRL CUTTING HER CAKE! :)

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[#23] Adat kama ni mesti mau kasi suap kek sama orang yang birthday. Hahaa. Say aaahhh. Hahaa. [#24] Sporting ba si Sandra ni. Tinguk tu saya brabis kasi sapu tu krim sana muka dia pun okay saja. Steady lagi ba dia tidak melawan pun. Waaa kalau saya tu suda saya balas balik siapa yang kasi kena wo. Hahaa. [#25] The outcome. Hahaa. Okay ba kan si Sandra. Lawa pun tu walaupun muka bekrim. Hehee. [#26] muka high sandra! Hahaa.

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[#27] [#28] Si Ivy menyeksa  birthday girl kita. Hahaa. Dia paksa si Sandra makan tu kek. Alalalaa. Kawan ka lagi tu. Hahaa. Just kidding! :)

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[#30] IVY BEGAYA! Hahaaa. [#31] SANDRA BEGAYA! Hahaaa. Okayla saya pun tidak tau suda apa mau tulis ba ni tulah simple saja elaboration saya kasi. kejap kejap mungkin lepas ni adala idea datang tu k. Hehee.

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[#31] Si Ivy ada hidden present dalam tangan dia and dia actually tidak tau macam mana mau kasi surprise sama Sandra so dia tepaksa la buat trick budak budak ni. Hahaa. Dia suru Sandra pilih mana satu tangan yang dia pilih and the hidden present will be revealed. Aduiii. Hahaa. First si Sandra pilih tangan kanan as you can see in the picture. Then picture [#32] si Ivy buat muka blurr la kunun ni tanya sama si Sandra are you sure? *lakonan semata mata* hahaa. [#33] si Ivy then buka la tangan dia but there was no present. Hahaa. Kesian Sandra tunggu tunggu. [#34] si Ivy tukar lagi tempat tu present and asked Sandra to choose one more time. Hahaa. This time betukar selera si Sandra ni dia pilih tangan kiri. [#35] Aiseyyy main tutup mata lagi si Sandra arr. Hahaa. Confirm la suda tu tangan kiri yang dia pilih. [#36] bila si Ivy buka ja and there was the present. A Ring! Waaaa. You can see that muka si Sandra tesangat la excited gilak bab*! Hahahaa. [#37] Just see her grins. OMG. Sandra ka lagi tu. Hahahaaa. [#38] alalalalaaa. Ni mau sensor ba ni tapi tidak apala. Bukan harm anyone pun sebab fokus dia tu nah cincin di jari si Sandra! [#39] the ring fits nicely to birthday girl's finger! Punya happy dia! Wow! :)

THE END

So, they you have it guys. My post tentang my dearest friend punya birthday. I want to dedicate this post to Ivy and Sandra sebab durang memang tetunggu tunggu saya untuk compose this post. Apa tidak, muka durang saja kan sana gambar. Hahaa. I don't mind actually. It makes me happy talking bout my friends. Okay, untuk kata kata penutup ni i just wanna say Happy Birthday, Sandra! I love you lots sayangs! Hahaa. Kau la kawan saya sampai bila bila. And not forgetting si Ivy jugak. Kalau tiada kau memang sunyi hidup saya. Waaa macam jiwangs oh saya kan. Hahaa. Love you gals so much! Friends til the end! Thank you!

With love. Jill.