Im fed up with college

Hello dearest readers. How are you? Hope everyone's in the pink of health.

I guess you guys are wondering about my post title huh? Well, to start of with my story, let me just tell you guys about my day. So, today. Ehh actually yesterday morning cause its 3am in the morning now. Okay so yesterday I had my ETR paper and it was so damn difficult. Everyone was going out early and I was among the people who still struggled to finish my paper. Anyhow, enough about exams cause I know everybody is complaining and telling bout their papers too so I wouldn't want all my beloved readers to get bored on me.

So, after finishing my paper, my friend, Mira texted me saying that the name list for college is out so I was hoping that my name was in it even though I've made up my mind to rent a house next semester. Before I arrived at Gading to check my name, Mira texted me again and told that my name wasn't in the list. But I was on my way there so I just continue walking to Gading. When I arrived, everyone was mobbing the name list on the bulletin board. I pushed my way into the crowd and got to the list. I shortcut through the capital S and quickly run my finger through all the names and true enough that my name hasn't been listed. A little bit disappointing but what the heck anyway. I'm still not gonna change my mind now. This time I seriously wanna rent a house or maybe for budget purpose, a room. 

Honestly, I'm so fed up with the UiTM's college management. Why in the hell would they send all those from Serapi to Gading anyway? It's really frustrating for us, the student who are not from this area [Sarawak]. That's when I decided to moved away from the campus area. At first, there were few friends agreeing to rent a house together but in the end they just bailed out so my only hope was Mira which she directly agree and I was happy again. I know I can trust her. So today during noon, we're gonna meet the renter and check out the place. I hope I'm satisfy with the place cause I'm a little bit concern on hygienic issues. I promise I'm gonna post some pictures here soon after we see the place.

I hope the place would be something like this :)

Okay readers. Thats all for now. I'm sleepy now. *yawning*

Good morning!

With love. Jill. 

Semester 4 is over!

Hi readers! :)

I'm so happy! Today marks the end of my 4th semester (Part 4)! Yeeehaaa! But unfortunately i have to face my biggest enemy that is FINAL EXAM! Uuuuu im so nervous. Bukan nervous apala, bukan tidak pernah facing exam pun kan cuma saya langsung belum prepare ni untuk final. Seriously kerja saya online saja ni. Sikit sikit facebook la, tumblr la, twitter la and now blogging pula. Haiyaa susah jugak ni mau ubah gaya saya. Addicted sudah kan. Mungkin mau suruh daddy saya jangan bayar broadband kali ni tapi makin susah jugak kalau tidak dapat buka internet excess sebab banyak banyak assignment pun semua mau cari info dalam internet. That's why macam ada keburukkan and ada jugak kebaikkan ni. Pandai pandai mau kasih beza sajala kan. Doii gia banyak pula songeh saya ni hari oh. Apa ni. Hahaa. 

Okay, as i was saying just now, ni hari last day of classes sudah. Tomorrow kira masuk study week sudahla kunun ni. Tapi heran jugak study week tidak pun sampai one week. A few days saja ni sebab first paper saya start on the 20th. Next week hari 3 la ba tu kan. Aduuii gia. Saya takut oh. Killer paper lagi tu yang first. Yang paper saya repeat. Ehh bukan saya repeat boh gia ni paper tapi lambat ambil sebab saya failed yang paper bertali kan. Kalau fail yang paper before ni tidak buli ambil paper seterusnya. Kira saya sudah pass la yang saya failed tu. One semester behind my intake. Huuuu. Kalau saya fikir balik kecewa ba saya ni. Malas ba saya mau blajar ni sebab stressss saja kunun tu kerja tulah bila saya repeat paper ni saya sedihhhhh betul! Tambah lagi stengah tahun blajar. Lambat lagi mo graduate. Sedih saya! *mau kuar air mata suda kunun saya ni* hahaa.

Okayla enough about that. Nanti terguris lagi perasaan saya. Hahaa. Tadi ba kan saya sama kawan saya si Everly pigi sana youth floor. Punya ramai orang sana. Macam tu semut yang berebut gula ni ba. Tapi durang pigi sana pun sebab mo claim free cop dari tu MPP. Apa lagi saya sama kawan saya tupun 2x5 jugak pigi join ambik cop free. Nasib baik kami bawa bawa kad aktiviti. Kalau tidak tu memang rugi la kunun. Actually kami kena suru kasi penuh ni satu kad aktiviti ba yang ada peringkat universiti, persatuan and kolej. Kalau tidak penuh tidak buli dapat kolej next sem. Tu yang semua orang be'gila mau pigi claim tu. Wait, ada ba saya mau komen pasal tu free cop tu. Begini ba, kan dalam satu sem tu ada about four months so dalam masa tu memang banyak aktiviti kena anjur. Ada yang datang free dapat cop ada jugak yang bayar but then ini trend MPP mo kasi free cop kan ada satu disadvantage ba. Kalau durang buat begitu mestila student ramai yang tidak mau datang apa apa aktiviti time kena anjur tu kan because durang suda kept in mind yang nanti dekat dekat end of sem mesti tu MPP buka booth kasi free cop jugak. Tidak ka rugi kalau durang buat begitu. Kalau saya yang pikir kan rugi sangat sangat ni durang bagi free cop tapiiiiii kan saya suka jugakla. Hahaa. Saya pun antara orang yang malas mo pigi hadir aktiviti slalu. Hahaa. Bukan saya tidak pigi langsung. Pigi jugak ba cuma bukan sampai buli kasi penuh kad aktiviti saya la sebab kadang kadang buzy ba sama class and penat lagi. Most of the activities durang buat time malam weekdays. Ada jugak time weekend tapi ba paham paham sajala kalau sudah nama dia student yang penat la kunun ni kan mesti malas mau datang tu aktiviti semua. Macam saya la ba ni. Hahaa.

Student yang macam semut :) 

Another part of it.

Everly sibuk menulis nama nama aktiviti sebelum pigi minta cop free ;)

Para student yang sibuk tunggu giliran depan bilik MPP.

Belum lagi abis cerita saya ni. Ada lagi. Hehee. Banyak pula idea saya kalau tulis guna melayu ni. Tulah ada hati mau betrip tulis bahasa urang putih. Hahaa. Tadi ba ada tu RTM punya crew datang pigi campus. Entah durang buat filming apa tu. Sana youth floor jugak durang tadi. Mungkin adala kali mau kasi masuk dokumentari ka apa. Then durang panggil one group of students ni tulung belakon kejap. Tidak tau apa yang durang laung laung tadi tu. Tidak brapa dengar gia. Tapi lucu ni ba. Semua orang tinguk durang ni. Kalau sya tu malu oh. Hahaa. Behh prasan si Jill. Bagus kalo orang mau suru jugak saya pigi join kan. Hahaa.

A group of student in front of RTM crew.

Ermmm. Apa lagi arr? At this moment kan perut saya bunyi bunyi ni pasal saya kelaparan betul! Dari smalam lagi saya lapar ba ni. Abis last saya makan time lunch kemarin trus yang malam suda saya tidak makan. Bukan diet ba tapi saya mau bajet bajet duit ni bikin kasi cukup makan satu minggu. Balik balik saya suru daddy bank in duit ni. Kesiann ba dia. Saya memang boros ba ni kalau pigang banyak duit tulah paling paling pun RM50 ja kena bank in. Cukup la ba tu kan. Spaya saya pandai jimat jimat pakai duit. Hehee. Sambung balik tadi kio. Macam budu pula saya kan tau lapar tapi napa tidak pigi beli tapau tadi. Bukan tidak mau beli tapi saya tunggu malam ba ni sebab ada plan sama kawan kawan saya durang si Ivy sama si Sandra. Tu ari yang 13 April, actually birthday si Sandra yang ke-22 suda ba. Ngam ngam time tu weekdays so tidak la dapat celebrate. Masing masing busy sama class. Tu pasal ni ari kami mau bawa si Sandra pigi makan makan ni. Celebrate belated pun tidak apa mah. Better late than never orang bilang slalu tu. Kan? Hehee. Kunun kunun si Ivy mau pigi beli lagi cake untuk si Sandra ni tapi suru dia bayar sendiri la k. Saya pun mau kehabisan duit suda ni. Hahaa. Doiii. Punya jahat saya kan. Sama kawan pun mau bekira ba padahal kalau saya kasi banding  yang durang slalu blanja saya tu lagi banyak and mahal mahal lagi semua ba. KFC la, Pizza Hut semua. Adidii. Nasib baik tiada McD. Kalau ada sana pun durang blanja suda tu kan. Hehee. Walau pa pa pun, hopefully Sandra will have a great time later walaupun bukan la grand sangat pun kami celebrate untuk dia but what's important is the thoughts that count. Hehee. Ikhlas ba kami buat untuk dia ni. Saya sama si Ivy sayanggggg betul sama dia. Macam adik sendiri suda kami anggap. Eeiii. Adik ka lagi tu. Ohh tulungla dia yang paling tua antara kami arr. Tua dua tahun lagi tu. Hahaa. Tapi paling kecil saiz badan macam tu sinit (kutu) kami panggil dia. Hahaa. Sekecik kecik saya kan kecil lagi dia ba. Gurangak lagi tu anak tu. Hahaa. *sorry San* ;)

Ba, sampai sini sajala saya tulis dulu kio. Nanti kalau ada apa apa lagi saya to be continued jugak cerita saya ni. Abis manatau si Sandra mau kena kasi mandi telur + air sabun + etc. Hahaa. Tu baru plan la nanti kita tinguk kalau jadi ka tidak arr. Hahaa. I'll be posting again soon. I promise. To all my readers who don't understand a thing of what i just post, sorry for the inconvenience okay. Suddenly my mood writing in Malay got so pumped up today. Hahaa. Okay guys, bye! :)

Homeee..

People! :)


So, most of the students here in college already went back and some are just ready to go back home for the end of semester holidays. Im so jealousss!! I wanna go back too but unfortunately i still have 1 paper to go. Construction Economics 1. My paper is this sunday. And then i'll be heading home that same day too. :D I cant wait! 


Me and my roommate are gonna have our room clearance today. That means our room have to be clean or in other words, spotless. Its been a while since we cleaned our room. Ha ha. But this is compulsory so want or not we have to. :D


So, im gonna continue with my revision cause im gonna give my best shot for this final and last paper. Wish me luck. Sorry cause i dont know what to write. i have no idea at all. All im thinking about is home sweet home. Hmm.. :(


Home sicked little girl,
Jilly :(

New roomies.

New roomies for next semester!
Both roomies are gonna be my very own juniors, Evelyn and Ayu. Yeah! So i have roomies now. But i cant imagine a group of QS students being roomies? How does it feels like? Guess i just have to wait for next year. Its gonna be a pretty busyyyyy sem. :))


Love always,
Jill :))

*Happy mode*

Hey peeps! Guess what, i just finished my constech paper today. :) And the best part is that it was so easy. I studied until 3am just now because the past year that i checked was super difficult but the paper i took just now was 10x easier. There was no pressure at all. I smiled at each question that i started. I hope my paper goes well. Im aiming for an A. :))
After my paper, i went to register my room for next semester. Unfortunately there was no 2 person room left. So i had to pick the 4 person room. At this point i was still alone.:(  No one had register yet. But hopefully my friends would join me cause i did ask them. :))
Okay, i gotta go. I have to do my laundry. Its a nice weather today. Sunny! :)
See you guys soon. Bubye..


Love always,
Jilly :))

Good news

Good morning people! Its 1am in the morning and im currently doing my constech revision. Im so bored. All my room mates are asleep. I did slept just now for a couple of hours cause i was so tired.
There's a good news i wanna share with all of you. Well, my name is listed for college next semester. Yes! Thats cause during early this semester, i didnt get any room. I had to wait until the second week til i got my own room. Tomorrow will be the room registration so wish me luck. Hope i can grab the 2 person room. :))
Wish me luck too for my constech paper. I really need it. Thanks guys. Love ya! :)
Good night and sweet dream all. :))


Love always,
Jilly :))

I believe in KARMA!!!!!

SOMEONE STOLE MY CLOTH WHILE I DRIED THEM OUTSIDE MY COLLEGE!!!! OMFG!!!!! What a bitch!!!!!! I hated it here. Everythings not fine!!!!!!!!! Mummyyyyyyyyy.................. :(((( I believe in KARMA, i hope i'll get my revenge on that person soon!!! :'(((((

Pheww.. for the second time.

Hey there people. :)

Well, i just finished my measurement paper just now. It was really difficult for a person who did her last minute study. But the great thing is i manage to answer it. Im not confident about my answer though but thats the only thing i got. Again, this week i am officially free from any exams. But next week would be another story. Im still going to have my measurement paper 2 and my construction technology paper. So, yes. Im going to do my revision of cause but not now cause im still tired from calculating that stupid roof just now. Ha ha. 

So, the two monkeys (C and E) went back home to Matang. They are not going to be here until next week. Yeah! Im glad cause now i can study without any crazy shouting going on. The other girl, T, seems sad cause she's left all alone with me. Oh nevermind her. Whats important is that i can live and do my revision peacefully from now on until those two other monkeys come back. *sigh*

Its countdown time! 17 more days till i get back home to Sabah. Ohh yeah! Im so happy. Cant wait! :D

I think thats it for now. Im kindda dizzy already. Need to rest and i'll blog again soon. Toodles! :)

Love always,

Jill :)

Kill me!

Somebody, please kill me. Shot me with a gun or stab me in the heart. I dont care. Just kill me! I cant stand it anymore. My head is going to explode! Argghhhhh! Stop talking so loud bitch! OMGoshhh! Didnt their parents teach them how to respect people??? Bitch nowadays talk so loud! I dunno how they do it. I really cant stand it. Please ladies, slow down your voice. I can have a heart attack if you keep on shouting. I wanna cry. I wish i wasnt roomies with them. I wish i had my own room. So that no one can annoy me. This is what im talking about when i said i'll talk s**t about people. I know thats their life style but can you please slow it down a bit?? Next semester im going to find a two person bedroom. This 4 person bedroom is over crowded with lots of crazy noises. Im gonna have my measurement paper tomorrow but i cant study in this kind of surroundings. I cant concentrate at all. Im so tired. Hmm!

Still angry,

Jill >=o

Vampire Beach 1

So, that day (20th-25th Sept) my course group (APD3Q2) went to KL for site visiting. Most of our time we were at Bukit Bintang going for shopping. So, this one day, i forgot which day it was, we went to KLCC. Most of my friends went to check out the Petrosains. I didnt go cause i already went last time. So, i ended up being alone that time. I didnt know what to do or where to go. KLCC just isnt my type of shopping place. Well, just look at the store there. Its all branded things. Im too poor to go shopping there. So, i thought why not go find a bookstore or something. It took me almost half an hour to find the books store there. The place is huge. So this enormous bookstore is called Kinokuniya. Its like a library inside. I felt like i was in heaven for a while then. Ha ha. Yeah, im a book worm. I like to read. So, i guess thats heaven to me. Ha ha. :)

I went to the teenage section. I wanna find this novel its called The Body Finder. Well after a while, i did manage to find the book. I was literally so happy. But when i looked at the price, it just struck me that i cant buy it. Its too expensive. Almost RM80. My budget is only RM50 that time. Hmm. Im sad of cause, but there's still tones of books there. I went to checked out all the novel about vampires. Some are just, i dunno, i cant relate to the story at all. I was still thinking about that one book i've wanted. Well, i saw this novel with an interesting cover. It was Vampire Beach 1. There's another series for it but its not out yet. So, i took it and read the synopsis. I kindda like it. I called my mum telling her that i wanted to buy it then she gave me the green light and yeah, there i was heading to the counter to purchase the novel. I was back to happy mode again. The book costs me RM39.90. Im still on my budget track. So the remaining RM10.10 i treated myself for a slice of chocolate banana cake at secret recipe. :)

The book i bought at Kinokuniya, KLCC. :)

Love always,

Jill :)

Up to this moment...

Hey peeps. Its been like everyday already i posted on my blog. Ha ha. I dunno. I just felt like wanna write everytime im bored. Well, im going to have my english paper tomorrow so no need to study that hard. He he. :P

Im actually a bit down right now. I dunno why. Felt like it but still im confuse. I just feel like i wanna go home now. Be with my family. Mummy, daddy, sheirah and bradsley. I miss them. A lot! And of cause, i miss my sweetie too. He's sick now. He got a fever. Poor baby. I wish i was there with him. To look and care for him. Hug and kiss him and let him know that i care. Sms and calling is just not enough for me.

Like i said in my previous post, Mario is going to have his convo in just a couple of weeks from now. I really wanna go. Im proud of him. He has done his best. No fails and no repeats. I wanna be there to give him flowers and wish him congratulation but during that time im still going to be in sarawak. My last paper is going to be on the 14th of Nov. So, sadly i can't go and see him receive his Diploma. Ohh well. Thats life bebeh. *sigh*

Talking bout college life, well, i dunno, im still not happy here. Its not like i dont have any friends, i do but none of them truly understands me. Even my roomies, i still cannot talk to them as if they were my bestie. Its not their fault, its mine. Im not good at this being so friendly thing. Sometimes i feel too shy even saying a word or two. I get hesitated around people. Thats my problem. I dont have the guts to talk to anyone. But seriously if you knew me well enough, im very bubbly. I like to talk. But since my arrival here in sarawak last year, i've change. I turned to this little shy girl and im always end up being lonely. Right now, i like to be alone so that i dont talk bad things about people. Cause everytime people who annoys or irritates me, i'll be talking s**t bout them. I know im no angel, i know im no perfect but it comes naturally on me. Maybe thats why i dont have any friends. I do but just a few. I love the few ones. They're nice. Seriously, i miss my high schools friends. They're just the best ever. I love them more! :)

What more, urm, oh yeah, since this moment, i have at least 825 friends in my facebook friends list. I got the chance to know a few good people who are being devoted in commenting my status all the time. Ha ha. Nawhhh.. They're just a few guys. I guess. But yeah its fun. Well, there's this awkward thing for me tho. All the ex's also added me as their pal. Even my hubby's ex. I dont like her. I still dont after what she did last time. Even tho she's married but i still got this angry feelings toward her and of cause i hated her. She's such a bitch. Im just pretending to be nice but i know its not good. I got my revenge already. She got into an accident last month and broke her legs and the pity part is she lost her baby. She'd almost ruined my relationship last time. Thank God she failed. Okay, so im gonna stop talking bout her cause i hated it when i think about the past. Im still scared. :(

So, even all my ex added me there. They've been nice to me. Asking me bout life and of cause my present relationship. Mario is my first ever serious boyfriend so i dont campare them to him. He's much better than those guys. Hell yeah! So, back to what im saying, they said they were happy for me and bla bla bla. Can i really believe that or what? I dont care actually. As long as they're not disturbing my relationship. But this one guy, yeah my ex too, he said to me this "Hey, lets secretly meet behind your bf and have fun". I was like okay go to hell dude. I love my boyfriend! I'm not a bitch who you can easily fool. Argh! I so hate that guy. Okay so he's a cutie BUT he's also a sex maniac. Seriously! I HATE HIM. Im glad i was sane enough to stay away from him. So i deleted him from my friend's list and no more sex maniac for me. :)

So, i guess i'll write again soon when i got another idea. Toodles! :)

Love always,

Jill :)

Crazy college!

Hey guys. :)

Ooh i got something to share with you all today. It's about my college. I just heard that starting next year, the second semester (July-Nov), the management is going to change the date of our course date. So, there won't be any July-Nov semester anymore. It's going to be on Sept-Jan. There's going to be classes during Christmas??? WTH. This is going to be U.G.L.Y for me. I'm the type of gal who gets home sick everytime i'm away from home. This is really bad for me. Oh try this another one, the supposed Jan-April semester will begin in march and ends in july. And this time NO kaamatan for me either???? Oh goshh. I think i'm going to be sick. Why did they suddenly change the date?? It's frustrating enough that im away from home. Having classes during kaamatan and christmas will make it even worst. I really hope that this is only a practical joke for the students. *sigh*

Gerammmm!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!

Hmm.I dunno what but i seriously cannot cope with this people here (sarawak).They're making me go crazy.I'm just so glad and happy i'm going back in a few weeks time.Well to start with my story, i have a few things that i'm not fond about.

1. My so-called bestfriend.

What's with the bestfriend thing and then you left me behind all the time and get piss-off with me without no solid reason?What the hell lady.I may be tiny to you in your eyes but no one treat Bungkilan's like that.Get that missy?I mean aww please.If i'm not that important to you why are you even wasting your time talking behind my back and posting negative stuff on your facebook wall?I guess you fucking love me huh.Just get over it.I didn't do anything to you.Just that i've been isolating myself from the crowd and of course YOU.Is that illegal?I only chose not to hang out with you because your attitude towards me is making me sad.But i'll tell you this.I'm really good by my own.It always has been that way.We only hung out during class periods.You're surely is my friend but i've always thought of you as a big sister to me.But not being friends with you now i think is the right choice.I honestly think that you're a HYPOCRITE.Seriously.Now that we're no longer hanging out, you try to be close to those who you'd always hated in the class.Like that one girl with the big tits.We're always saying bad things about her.About what she wore stuff like that but since then you're hanging on to her like a monkey hanging on a tree.I thought it was ridiculously funny but just kept it to myself.I don't know what's your problem.I think you're taking advantages on everyone including me.No wonder your boyfriend left you for another chic.It's because you're not mature enough.You're the oldest in our class but you still act like a baby kangaroo.I'm truly sad for you if you know that.I just hope you'll go to shah alam next sem cause i'm tired of you.I don't care if i'm always alone in class.None of you is a genuine friend.I've seen all your true color.I just can't wait to get back home and then bye-byeee sarawak for me.

2. My freaking-drama-king-and-drama-queen classmates.

I seriously DON'T LIKE them.Why?Because they're making me go crazy.The lesser i see them, the lesser the chance i'm going to kill them.hmm.The first semester they were like an angel to me.Sweet and all that goody stuff.Now that it's the third sem already some of the angels had become little devils.Example that big girl who everyone's think their momma in class is turning into a wild child now.You ask her one thing and she'll answer you rudely.WTF.Urm, can i please talk malay?Thanks.Punyala ni pompuan.Sial-sial jugak ko jawab sa macam tu.Sa taula ko tu stress la kunun sebab jadi anak kesayangan miss tapi janla ko kasi lepas ma orang len ba.Dulu sa respect ko tapi skarang janla ko harap sa mo respect lagi.Buat pa jugak.Buang masa sa ja ba.Sudala kurang ajar.Kimaa butul ba ni orang-orang dalam kelas ni.Tulungla kamu apply mo pigi sambung degree next sem arr.Sa pray spaya kamu suma ni orang-orang pandai dapat pigi.Sa xmau jumpa kamu lagi.Sa xdapat deal sama orang-orang begini.Sa bukan mo cakap apala tapi mentang-mentang sa saturang ja budak sabah yang pompuan dalam klas memangla sa xdapat connect ma kamu tu yang sudala orang pandai, orang kaya lagi.Adehh sepala sa ni ba.Palui la suma.Sa malas mo pikir oh.Sa menyesal ni datang sini.Sa menyesal dapat kenal ma orang-orang macam kamu suma.Sa taan ati ja la 2 minggu lagi klas pastu exam then xdala sa jumpa kamu stiap ari.Sa balik p sabah pun sa diam-diam ja nanti.Xda kamu prasan tu.Whateverla.Dua kali lima ja suma.Sial mmg tahap dewa la!