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Dearest readers, Hello :)

It's been few days since my last post isn't it? Hahaa. Yeah. You know that i'm the kind that like to blog about random things everyday but these past few days i just skipped my routine as i don't have anything to talk or write about. 

Anyway, today was my first paper and it was Measurement. It wasn't that difficult just now cause i've STUDIED! hahaa. Yeah, that's the magic of studying. If you've done your revision than surely you'll be smiling answering all the way from A-Z. I really hoped i'll pass this paper cause my life depends on it. I gave my very best you know. Failing measurement means no graduation next year. Grr! But there's still paper two tomorrow. Costing. Uhh. Hopefully everything goes well. *finger crossed* I'm gonna hit the books after this entry. 

Random posting incoming. So, my friend is crashing my room until the last day of finals. She's been here for 3 days now. How do i feel? Happy or annoyed? Well, honestly i felt annoyed with her being here. It's not like i don't like her. I do but it's just that she's kindda selfish. For me, a selfish person is annoying. Let me give some examples aight. 

1. We were taking our nap after we finished our paper just now but i slept earlier than her because i was exhausted. Didn't get enough sleep last night. So, the weather was hot today and can you imagine sleeping in a hot day, sweaty right so i put the fan to the highest speed then when she's ready for napping, she slowed down the fan. I automatically got up cause it was so hot and i was sweating like hell. Gawwdd! She's so selfish! I waited for her to fell asleep then got up and changed the speed of the fan. I don't care if you're cold. Ehh hello! It's during a hot day okay. Why would you even felt cold. She wasn't sick neither. Grrr. 

2. For almost two months, since i changed to my old room and was living alone, i was happy all by myself. So, you can guess that of cause i wasn't bothering anyone at all. I was doing my own monkey business. The whole room was mine. I can put all my stuff anywhere i want but fyi, i'm a tidy person so my room was not like a landfills. I occasionally clean my room cause if i don't do it, who would. Then, after she "moved" into my room, all my stuff got scattered around as if this is her room. She's taking half the space i had. I don't like it. She moved all my stuff and i don't have the place like i used to before. She's conquering my room! Eee. 

3. Her phone keeps on beeping! It annoys me!

4. She owe me some money and won't pay back. So today after our paper, we went to tapau at the Pak Cik stall before heading back to college. I purposely brought only RM3 because i know she would borrow money from me and it was true enough. She asked if i had any extra money and i said no. She looks kindda dissapointed but suit you. Sengaja dia kasi tinggal duit dia spaya dapat pinjam duit orang. Whatever! I don't have enough money for myself either la sayang why would you even bother wanna borrow from me. Hmm. Besides, she haven't paid my money back or you just pretending to forget? Some people can't be trusted. They say you're their friend but the only thing they're good is at taking advantage of you. What good does a friend like that brings to you? Better throw away to Bangladesh la if people like this. Shuu shuu.

That's all i wanna say bout her. I hate thinking about it cause she's right in front of me now watching movie in her lappy which is so LOUD. Please la girl, you know what RESPECT is or not? Want me to lend you my dictionary? Kesiann! I know i'm being mean right now but it's true! I'm not the kind of person who makes up bad stories about people kay. This happened for real so i'm complaining it in My Blog!

Lastly, i would "like" to talk bout my other friend(s). Hmm so many friends problem i got here and people says that Love Life is more COMPLICATED! It's a lie. Love is wonderful but friends are getting on my nerves each and everyday. My so-called friend(s) are very disappointing me. Fisrt, they say something and make promises like they got your back but then they ditched you at the last moment where you really need them right at that time. Are these kind of people worthy of being called friends? I wonder. When you're happy, everyone is your friend but when you're in need of a help everyone is against you. What's with that anyway? What's wrong with me? Am i the problem or do you guys have problems too? Hmm. It sadden me just to even think about it. I'M IN A SERIOUS NEED OF A BESTFRIEND NOW! How i missed the old days during schools where i have my bestfriends with me. Joan, Becca, Kika and Mell. I missed them so badly. Feel like crying now. These gals are my love! It's been a while now since i met them cause we're all so busy with work and studies so there seem to be no time at all for hanging out anymore. T____T *sob sob*

I'm gonna end my post here today. Wait, what to put my title oh? [At this moment, i haven't even write a title for this post yet] Hantam la. Okay, to you guys who are having your finals now or soon, i wish you Good Luck and all the bestttt! Chayo chayo! Bye guys. Thanks for reading. 

With love. Jill.

I believe in KARMA!!!!!

SOMEONE STOLE MY CLOTH WHILE I DRIED THEM OUTSIDE MY COLLEGE!!!! OMFG!!!!! What a bitch!!!!!! I hated it here. Everythings not fine!!!!!!!!! Mummyyyyyyyyy.................. :(((( I believe in KARMA, i hope i'll get my revenge on that person soon!!! :'(((((

Kill me!

Somebody, please kill me. Shot me with a gun or stab me in the heart. I dont care. Just kill me! I cant stand it anymore. My head is going to explode! Argghhhhh! Stop talking so loud bitch! OMGoshhh! Didnt their parents teach them how to respect people??? Bitch nowadays talk so loud! I dunno how they do it. I really cant stand it. Please ladies, slow down your voice. I can have a heart attack if you keep on shouting. I wanna cry. I wish i wasnt roomies with them. I wish i had my own room. So that no one can annoy me. This is what im talking about when i said i'll talk s**t about people. I know thats their life style but can you please slow it down a bit?? Next semester im going to find a two person bedroom. This 4 person bedroom is over crowded with lots of crazy noises. Im gonna have my measurement paper tomorrow but i cant study in this kind of surroundings. I cant concentrate at all. Im so tired. Hmm!

Still angry,

Jill >=o

Up to this moment...

Hey peeps. Its been like everyday already i posted on my blog. Ha ha. I dunno. I just felt like wanna write everytime im bored. Well, im going to have my english paper tomorrow so no need to study that hard. He he. :P

Im actually a bit down right now. I dunno why. Felt like it but still im confuse. I just feel like i wanna go home now. Be with my family. Mummy, daddy, sheirah and bradsley. I miss them. A lot! And of cause, i miss my sweetie too. He's sick now. He got a fever. Poor baby. I wish i was there with him. To look and care for him. Hug and kiss him and let him know that i care. Sms and calling is just not enough for me.

Like i said in my previous post, Mario is going to have his convo in just a couple of weeks from now. I really wanna go. Im proud of him. He has done his best. No fails and no repeats. I wanna be there to give him flowers and wish him congratulation but during that time im still going to be in sarawak. My last paper is going to be on the 14th of Nov. So, sadly i can't go and see him receive his Diploma. Ohh well. Thats life bebeh. *sigh*

Talking bout college life, well, i dunno, im still not happy here. Its not like i dont have any friends, i do but none of them truly understands me. Even my roomies, i still cannot talk to them as if they were my bestie. Its not their fault, its mine. Im not good at this being so friendly thing. Sometimes i feel too shy even saying a word or two. I get hesitated around people. Thats my problem. I dont have the guts to talk to anyone. But seriously if you knew me well enough, im very bubbly. I like to talk. But since my arrival here in sarawak last year, i've change. I turned to this little shy girl and im always end up being lonely. Right now, i like to be alone so that i dont talk bad things about people. Cause everytime people who annoys or irritates me, i'll be talking s**t bout them. I know im no angel, i know im no perfect but it comes naturally on me. Maybe thats why i dont have any friends. I do but just a few. I love the few ones. They're nice. Seriously, i miss my high schools friends. They're just the best ever. I love them more! :)

What more, urm, oh yeah, since this moment, i have at least 825 friends in my facebook friends list. I got the chance to know a few good people who are being devoted in commenting my status all the time. Ha ha. Nawhhh.. They're just a few guys. I guess. But yeah its fun. Well, there's this awkward thing for me tho. All the ex's also added me as their pal. Even my hubby's ex. I dont like her. I still dont after what she did last time. Even tho she's married but i still got this angry feelings toward her and of cause i hated her. She's such a bitch. Im just pretending to be nice but i know its not good. I got my revenge already. She got into an accident last month and broke her legs and the pity part is she lost her baby. She'd almost ruined my relationship last time. Thank God she failed. Okay, so im gonna stop talking bout her cause i hated it when i think about the past. Im still scared. :(

So, even all my ex added me there. They've been nice to me. Asking me bout life and of cause my present relationship. Mario is my first ever serious boyfriend so i dont campare them to him. He's much better than those guys. Hell yeah! So, back to what im saying, they said they were happy for me and bla bla bla. Can i really believe that or what? I dont care actually. As long as they're not disturbing my relationship. But this one guy, yeah my ex too, he said to me this "Hey, lets secretly meet behind your bf and have fun". I was like okay go to hell dude. I love my boyfriend! I'm not a bitch who you can easily fool. Argh! I so hate that guy. Okay so he's a cutie BUT he's also a sex maniac. Seriously! I HATE HIM. Im glad i was sane enough to stay away from him. So i deleted him from my friend's list and no more sex maniac for me. :)

So, i guess i'll write again soon when i got another idea. Toodles! :)

Love always,

Jill :)

Gerammmm!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!

Hmm.I dunno what but i seriously cannot cope with this people here (sarawak).They're making me go crazy.I'm just so glad and happy i'm going back in a few weeks time.Well to start with my story, i have a few things that i'm not fond about.

1. My so-called bestfriend.

What's with the bestfriend thing and then you left me behind all the time and get piss-off with me without no solid reason?What the hell lady.I may be tiny to you in your eyes but no one treat Bungkilan's like that.Get that missy?I mean aww please.If i'm not that important to you why are you even wasting your time talking behind my back and posting negative stuff on your facebook wall?I guess you fucking love me huh.Just get over it.I didn't do anything to you.Just that i've been isolating myself from the crowd and of course YOU.Is that illegal?I only chose not to hang out with you because your attitude towards me is making me sad.But i'll tell you this.I'm really good by my own.It always has been that way.We only hung out during class periods.You're surely is my friend but i've always thought of you as a big sister to me.But not being friends with you now i think is the right choice.I honestly think that you're a HYPOCRITE.Seriously.Now that we're no longer hanging out, you try to be close to those who you'd always hated in the class.Like that one girl with the big tits.We're always saying bad things about her.About what she wore stuff like that but since then you're hanging on to her like a monkey hanging on a tree.I thought it was ridiculously funny but just kept it to myself.I don't know what's your problem.I think you're taking advantages on everyone including me.No wonder your boyfriend left you for another chic.It's because you're not mature enough.You're the oldest in our class but you still act like a baby kangaroo.I'm truly sad for you if you know that.I just hope you'll go to shah alam next sem cause i'm tired of you.I don't care if i'm always alone in class.None of you is a genuine friend.I've seen all your true color.I just can't wait to get back home and then bye-byeee sarawak for me.

2. My freaking-drama-king-and-drama-queen classmates.

I seriously DON'T LIKE them.Why?Because they're making me go crazy.The lesser i see them, the lesser the chance i'm going to kill them.hmm.The first semester they were like an angel to me.Sweet and all that goody stuff.Now that it's the third sem already some of the angels had become little devils.Example that big girl who everyone's think their momma in class is turning into a wild child now.You ask her one thing and she'll answer you rudely.WTF.Urm, can i please talk malay?Thanks.Punyala ni pompuan.Sial-sial jugak ko jawab sa macam tu.Sa taula ko tu stress la kunun sebab jadi anak kesayangan miss tapi janla ko kasi lepas ma orang len ba.Dulu sa respect ko tapi skarang janla ko harap sa mo respect lagi.Buat pa jugak.Buang masa sa ja ba.Sudala kurang ajar.Kimaa butul ba ni orang-orang dalam kelas ni.Tulungla kamu apply mo pigi sambung degree next sem arr.Sa pray spaya kamu suma ni orang-orang pandai dapat pigi.Sa xmau jumpa kamu lagi.Sa xdapat deal sama orang-orang begini.Sa bukan mo cakap apala tapi mentang-mentang sa saturang ja budak sabah yang pompuan dalam klas memangla sa xdapat connect ma kamu tu yang sudala orang pandai, orang kaya lagi.Adehh sepala sa ni ba.Palui la suma.Sa malas mo pikir oh.Sa menyesal ni datang sini.Sa menyesal dapat kenal ma orang-orang macam kamu suma.Sa taan ati ja la 2 minggu lagi klas pastu exam then xdala sa jumpa kamu stiap ari.Sa balik p sabah pun sa diam-diam ja nanti.Xda kamu prasan tu.Whateverla.Dua kali lima ja suma.Sial mmg tahap dewa la!

SPA

Dude!I got a call from SPA and said that I got an interview with them.I was so happy that time.Been dreaming of getting the chance for almost 2 years now.So after the call, i went online to check the place and time for the interview.I got this jawatan separa perubatan aka latihan juruteknologi makmal perubatan.Yup! It was the same course that my hubby took. :) The interview was this saturday (28th of August 2010) and i was WTF!I was still in sarawak.I'm only going home on the 4th of Sept.I know how strict the management are about this interview with the government.I found all the office's people numbers and gave it to my dad.I told my dad to asked them if the interview can be postpone or changed to kuching.So until my dad told me what may happen, i was thinking about the interview the whole time.I really, really, really wanna go!After anxiously waiting, my dad finally called and told me that the damn interview couldn't be postpone or change place.Whyyyyy????Don't you people have sense of pity towards other????So yeah.Basically i can't go for that important interview because i was in sarawak.What you people think i can fly just right away to KK is it???Ngoiii la ko!!It's really sad i can't go because at least i try it first then we'll see where it goes.Hmm!Nevermindla. :(

Keep it to yourself bebeh.

Let me ask you guys something.Is it if you're in a fight with your boyfriend o girlfriend then you have to show it to the whole world?OMGosh.That is so lame bebeh.True right?Well that's what this girl i know was doing.I think she and her boyfriend got some misunderstanding and you all know how guys can be if their girlfriend doesn't reply their messages.She got the i-wanna-cry-out-loud look on her face when she slammed her cellphone on the table.Ouchh!And the next thing you know she starts to slam all the things that she's near with.I.e the table, chairs, drawer and even the food.Lolx.How can anyone be so childish at this age?I mean i'm going to blow up too if my boyfriend makes me mad but I DON'T SHOW IT TO THE WORLD!I'll just kept it to myself until i had my alone time then you'll know what i'm gonna do to make this problem all better :).Ya of cause shouts like a moron.Yeehaa!This problem of her's is making me stress!I'm just too tired to listen to all the pain she causes to our furniture.Boo hoo.Hope this ends soon.I'll pray for her alright. :)

Ewwwww!

WTF.I was just enjoying my tausa bun then suddenly i bite into something hard.When i took it out it was a plastic thingy.The same as a container or something.Eewwww!Shiitt!I directly lost my appetite.Hmm.Budu punya koperasi jual kuih yang beracun.Budu! >=o